SiLence Love

Lately i’ve been drained. No emotions just nothing.
I feel nothing..no sadness at all.
Which should be a good thing but i think its the worse kind of pain of all.
I want to feel my heartbreak i want to let it out.
Get it over with…i have a lot to say.No one to say it to. But I just wanna to say something to my lovely buddy my awesome husband..opsss is this a love letter or what? takpe lahh (never mind - wotever!)

DeaR Mr husband..
Do you ever known the way I love you?
The way that I think about you all the time,
The way that I can’t get you out of my mind,
The way that I swear I have loved no one more guy,
The way that I see how great you have made me,
The way that I know you are the one,
The way that I want you here with me,
The way that I need you so that I can survive,
The way that I have to make you smile,
The way that I would die if you left me (Insyallah),
The way that I cry if you are hurt,
The way that I smile just hearing you breathe,
The way that I frown when you are unhappy,
The way that I put you before anyone else,
The way that I hope you know how I feel,
The way that I love the things you say even when you have nothing to say,
The way that I hate when people mess with you,
The way that I pray I will be with you forever in Jannah,
The way that I wish that you were here with me,
The way that I wait for you no matter what,
The way that I feel when you are not around,
The way that I miss you even when you are right there,

All of this shows me how strong I feel, and how much I need you.
Thank you Allah for this love.

and lastly to my dear bestfrenz,
&it doesn’t even matter. Cuz nothing even matters.Because its over. So whats next for me…?

I need you. But importantly I need you to need me..err u got what i mean?
After all I need Allah more then I need anything now.